Jesus, life, Love, Praise and Worship

Especially Loving

January 28, 2009 • By

A few weeks ago, I was talking with a young guy who occasionally attends our Friday night prayer meeting.  There’s something about the kid that’s a mystery to me. I don’t know where his church home is,  he walks to prayer even in bad weather, and he always has plenty to philosophize about.  I’ve never seen him with any friends, he’s a bit socially awkward, and I gathered from talking to him that his parents are no longer together.  It’s not unusual for him to look like he just rolled out of bed and came in the clothes he wore the day before.  Brennan Manning would describe him as a genuine ragamuffin.

When I asked this young man how he was doing, his answer really penetrated me, “Jesus has been especially loving to me.”  Pause.  Jesus has been especially loving to me?  Without a car, money, or friends and Jesus has been especially loving?  Shame on meHow many times have I questioned His love while enjoying so much more?  How many times have I felt distant from the savior because of self-pity and ingratitude?

The last time I saw this guy, he was worshiping his heart out.  It put a huge smile on my face to watch him dance, shout, clap, and run around the room in celebration of his especially loving savior.  Some might say he’s in his own little world, but it’s a world I wouldn’t mind living in to experience an especially loving Jesus.